can’t find the words
Feb 2, 2021
I can’t find the words
so I waited ’til they find me
then they couldn’t find me
for unconsciously I closed myself off
with strategic anger
and explosive behavior
all the lifelong resentments
pent up on me, like a build up stream
flowing in and out
while I am unable to scream
it is there I reach my folly.
I loved in multitudes
tolerated all esoteric attitudes
in my obsession of becoming Prince Charming
losing myself was even more demeaning
the soul soiled by unforgiving demands
in which gracious love simply couldn’t stand
yet you failed to understand
why finally leaving you felt so grand
I didn’t find the words
but my sentiments are no longer blurred
by the deceptive flaws in your design
as peace marvelously settles in my mind.
