amorous wonderings
Apr 12, 2021
i wonder
in my sleepless nights
if our new love,
strong enough to cope
with my insecurities
and my envious disposition?
i wonder
in my tawdry dreams
if you can still love me
unconditionally
with a sense of urgency
even when i fall?
i wonder
glaring at the hot summer sun
if you’ll salivate at the thought
of my touch
when i am not here with you
safe and sound?
i wonder
under the fatal ocean’s grasp
if you’ll swim by
to save me from loneliness’ lullaby?
feeling totally defeated
for i wished, no matter what
you stayed.
